okie! im still stuck in singapore.
ouh yah! im nt gg krabi. thanks to my lovely dad who disaprove at the very last minute.
due to the inappropriate behavior. he thinks ive not been studying (well actually ive not)
he thinks ive not been coming home early (due to major events)

theres goes my june holiday. still in singapore ;0
approval can never be bought with money. and trust i must say its difficult to build.

soo here's my breakdown for this 2 weeks left of my june holiday

-study for my mst
-climbing (im "craving" for it)
-finishing up all my reports and datasheet
-catch a few movies
-try to cATCH up with my lovablecousin! omg! yes! i need to catch up with ur life..
-im in need of shopping
-read more books
-fyp now and like forever
-sentosa
-lets have some girls stay over session
-i know i shld nt say this, clubbing anione?! hehe
-morning meal alone in macdonal with my storybook by the side and my pancakes

haha! looks like im left with little time!
everyminute is precious!


ouh well, i juz had my study plus chilling out session with mel, albert and aaron
mel, u sure can ask lots of question tat make me think alot!

1) what is the most sweatest thing u have done to ur bf/gf?
2)what is the most embarassing moment in ur date?
3) what is the stupidest thing u have done to another person of the opposite sex?
4)what is ur major turn off of the opposite sex?
5) what do u look into a men/lady?

i dont think i can answer the whole thing. it make me realise tho. 19 i must stay is still an un- yes un-mature mind. and tat i have one. it had yet to developed with experieces to tell such tale. hehe! suddenly, it make me realise my cousin wisdom words abt being a poly student. hahaa. shall not mention here tho.
i think i shld have more self esteem in myself. feel beautiful.

alrite! then we have this discussion again.
what am i gonna do after poly? if it runs smoothly, im goona graduate in a blink of eye. anitime soon. this sem gonna end very much soon. omg! scary to think of that. its even scarier then being chased with cats/dogs.

im cluelesss rite now.
i forsee the uncertainty.
what i want in my life, is to enjoy wat im dooing in my work and do it with pride. certaintly not wat im studying rite now. i feel the change. issit too late to change to a new line of industry?

i must say, im very much scared of the future. wats instore in me, im clueless.

this is scarier then scary movie. okie scary movie sucks lah.hhaha