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Saturday, August 26, 2006 ar we distine to be together or ar we juz using each other because we ar down? people alaways advice to always look forward in life and never look back coz looking at it can actualli hurt you. make u stuck.. held u along the ways how do i put myself? im stuck between two decission u or her? im 17, two years older than her.. im older. i can think more maturely.. i should give in.. coz shes yonger then me mayb im used to the tradition of givin in im the eldest in the family.. giving up to others has always been the routine i realli miss hym alot! u never know how i feel... ive always been trying to chat with you in the net.. the messages.. haha.. last time it juz doesent work... since u tell me the story of her now i know y u didnt ans or u juz create a short conversation onli i understand.. *smile* You did the correct thing i salute you i met soo mani guys.. y do i always think of u maybe i think too much abt history looking back at my past but i love tat moments how u wait for me under my block the way we walk hmm.. 1m away? haha the phone callss we made when we were in pri 6! its soo cute i still remember this one moment i dont know u remeber it or not that time u ar supposed to wait for me.. i waited soo long i gave up and went to sch haha.. then when we were in class.. we wrote letters to each other on why u didnt wait for me i was angry then somehow i when i look into ur eyes... i saw someting the watery in ur eyes! omg.. that veri moment is still so vivid in my mind im scared actualli after u told me ur story well, truely speaking... im scared im in lost u have already fall for her.. u have inattentionally disspoint 3 others what happened if i cant replace her.. im ayuni the first letter of our name ar the same but we are off diff character way diff sometime i think u should go for her.. she change to the better its ur golden chance i onli enter ur life when ur down... thats all i dont know however. u suffered a lot during ur suffering.. do u know that someone somewhere.. somebody always misses u my life? as i say it has always me between black and white onli my lovable friends bring colours i have a dad who dont understand me i have a mum who dont appriciate me i have siblings who dont realli respect me but whatever it is i love them soo much i would sacrifice my life to them and they love me soo much my friends has always be there.. my life revolve around them tats all.. ayuni life story dont u ever wonder why izzit happening now? u ask me why do we meet again izzit because ur lucky? weel, actualli becoz im lucky it need someone to break ur heart.. make u feel down.. thats the chance when i come in thats the chance izzin im cruel? i gave advice,, sharks! sometime i should just shut my gap those advice was suppose to help u n her to be together.. but however my words turn to be u falling to me.. sometime i act as an angel. i forget im a human.. however in disguist it seems to me im the devil izzint that cruel?! why izzit happening now? i do love u.. i doo misses u alot. sharks! arrggh! am i doing the correct thing? |
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